Somehow after a few times of experiencing the possible things that can happen in life, our lives get better as we go along exploring new situation and trying out anything that we always wanted to do .. Getting hurt is always the first step to learning, never be afraid of trying BUT, be ready to face the consequences without using other to cover up the shits we've done . admit and commit is the best . when things get complicated, ignorance is our best solution . rubbing salt to the bleeding wound just won't help to change anything instead make it worse and get into alot of misunderstanding, if the journey you've gone thru is worthwhile, you'll feel a kind of satisfaction, losing someone is the second step to learning, whether you can live without that someone of your experiments or not, it's totally two separate stories, we'll tend to reminisce the past over and over again and it help us to forget the one whom we used to love but somehow suddenly became a complete stranger in times to come . it's the matter of whether do you belive that you can do without them . Finding a replacement is the third step to learning, they will then help you in moving on without remembering the path that you've taken to almost reach at the very top of the mountain . but sadly, the journey ends too fast . Love your new life and live it to the fullest .. never look back cuz one step backwards means you will lose your path and go astray . and the last step to learning is, never let history repeat itself . that's how i survived all the way until today ..